It's Monday and I'm sick ...

..Yuck, I hate being sick, throat is dry and scratchy, coughing like the old smoker that I am, chest on fire, body aching like I'm riddled with arthiritis.... Going to the doctor later the morning, I figured I might as well, cause I need to pick up a script for my kiddie. How sad is it that a 10 year old is on anti-depressants? How shit do I feel for passing it on?

Weekend was okay I guess. Had a 'friend' over on Saturday. This is going to sound harsh, but it's really how I feel. I adore his daughter, but he gives me the heeby-geebies. He insistist on kissing me hi and bye en every time I feel like I need to have a bath afterward. He smells like old smoke, sweat and something else, I'm not sure what it is but it pongs. His daughter, on the other hand, is very hygenic and a real little doll. I will have her over anytime, but unfortunately she and her dad come as a package.

God knows, I have never been so grossed out by anyone in my entire life. I'd rather kiss a homeless person, I am not talking tongue hockey here, I'm talking shorter kisses that I give my Mom.

How do I break it to the guy that next time he kisses me, I will kick him in the balls?

He is a nice enough guy and nothing is ever too much trouble for him when I say I need something, but although I have told him a million times or more (and I am not exaggerating) I can still see that he hopes I will eventually come around and give him a chance - it will never happen. When he sleeps over (on the couch ALWAYS) I wash the couch and the bedding the next day, that is how much he grosses me out.

I've decided that I am going to tell him that he can't kiss me anymore, because people are getting the wrong idea. I just hope this works!!

Girls: never get to know a guy via sms, mostly they seem fantastic over the phone and you are expecting a hunk, then he turns out to be the frog prince and no amount of kissing will change him to NOT be full of warts, cause the witch that turned him died ages ago and the curse is now permanent.