The Grim Reaper Strikes Again

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING POST MIGHT DISTURB SENSITIVE READERS!!

This is going to be a ranting post with a lot of swearing - Stop reading right now if you're offended by swear words...

The fucken cunt. He tried to call me this morning, I DON'T know which part of fuck off and leave me alone he has trouble understanding. I kept hanging up, I've been ignoring his sms's and haven't made any contact from my side.

After 7 missed calls on my cell and more or less 5 on my work number ( I just hang up as soon as he says hallo ) I got this sms from him "I hope your life from here on out will be unhappy and full of shit. I am glad that A_ _ _ died so that she didn't have to grow up to see what a bitch her mother is. I hope that the twins never want to be like you."

Well, that was all I needed, an opportunity to get off my chest what I have been carrying in me, which I could not tell him out of respect for the fact that he might also still be recovering from her death. Ideal circumstances to tell him my darkest secret: he killed her.

The Friday night that she got ill, we went out on his insistance. We went out to supper to celebrate his birthday. I did not want to go. I tried everything to convince him that we should rather have a nice dinner at home and at the same be able to keep an eye on her, but NO that wasn't good enough, so after crying and begging we eventually went out. He has this 'gift' to nag you into submission - he will NOT stop till he gets his way.

Since I felt I had nothing to loose and everything to gain from this golden opportunity I let rip via sms and I am hoping that after this batch of sms's he will (finally) leave me the fuck alone.

This is what I sent: "I am glad she didn't get to grow up to see what a loser her father is. I am glad she never got to know that you are an alcoholic, she deserved better. If anyone was responsible for her death it was you. You were so pissed that you couldn't take me to hospital after we went out, and I couldn't drive myself." Then he replied: "U know i was at work and i took u to the hospital. and u know that me drinking hadnothing to do with her death. so stop ur shit now u are very demented. i am sory that you feel like this but i hope that u are happy with who ever u are with." That wasn't true, was he at work? Uhm, no, he wasn't so I proceeded to ask "Do you recall your birthday at all? You weren't at work, but you were drunk as usual or were you so drunk that you can't remember that night at all." At this point I suspect that I hit a nerve.

He is not the best speller out there, so I requested, very decently, that if he sms's me he should make sure of his spelling, suggesting that he attend spelling classes. This is the reply that I got, letter for letter: "that is very fucked up of u. i will not stup (?) to ur level becase (?) u can't get lower than u. i just realy hope ur kids will be able to live thier(?) lives not trying to be like the mother and rather rebel against u. i think u have to appoligeze (?) to her for ur fucked up life." Note that this is a direct quote letter for letter from his sms and that his 1st language is English.

After the lovely one above I did send one last one which read: "I am not demented, I suffer from depression and at least I've sought help for it. You are a total alchie and a loser and there is no hope of help for u. If you ever come near me, my kids, my house or my work, I will have u locked up for harassment. I will say again what I've been trying to tell you since you moved out. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE."

He sent another one or two sms's all drivel, so I didn't even bother responding. Except for the second last one which read: "If u put a spell on me I will do something really bad to u." I couldn't help but send: "How on earth will you know it was me? You have so many enemies that it could be anyone. The point of spells are to hurt someone without physically getting close to them. I haven't put a spell on you...yet, but if u keep up this shit, I can't guarantee anything." Thereafter my phones were blissfully quiet!