CronicConfusion

I'm cronically confused, hence the name to the site. I'm weirder than most and completely psycho. They say the first step to recovery is is admitting you have a problem. I do have problemS, and so far admitting it hasn't done me any good!!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Postsecret scores again

Friday, November 03, 2006

Does it always have to hurt?

Would it help if I carved it into my flesh? The way you carved it into my soul. Yes, I feel like cutting, yes I've failed again. For someone who's not into cheating I've found the feeling inside me that is howling: you might as well cheat, that is what he believes, regardless of what you say.

Is this the way to prove it? Is this what you need? Sorry to bear the bearer of bad news: I will not bleed for it or you.


So unshakle my hands, take your damage with you and maybe this time, I will be free. I'd rather be lonely and free that semi-happy but tied down so tight that it bleeds. Don't doubt that I felt for you, but it seems I wasn't enough, again.

So be it, just remember....